Blaaagghhhhh!

I'm a terrible blogger. I have no consistency whatsoever. Much like other things in my life. I can't begin a project and end it. I've never gone on a diet, given up something for lent, shit! I haven't even attempted to quit smoking because I know I won't do it.

Is there something wrong with me? I can't commit to anything at all.

It scares me though. I've just begun my first real relationship in 6 years. Six years! Who the hell stays single for that long?! Lol. I honestly thought it was going to be very hard to come to terms with the fact that even though I'm not married nor have kids, I need to be considerate of someone else when I get the whim to just off and do something. Luckily, nothing's changed so far. I thank my lucky stars that not only is my boyfriend everything I've ever wanted:
(Intelligent, witty, responsible, motivated, not jealous), but he doesn't pressure me at all.

I wonder if it's because I laid the rules out extremely clear before we went into this, or if he's the same as me. In any event, it's working out very well so far and even though I get ahead of myself sometimes, thinking I'm gonna blow it cuz I'm just not good at being in a relationship, the fact that he's such a good guy makes me not worry about it too much.

This is a good thing, and even though I am the most noncommitted person I know, I have a really good feeling about him.